'Daddy?'

I'm listening the Eminem Lyrics Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"  Thinking that this is the song of my life.
I think of you, 'Father?' You were never there, never cared, left me abused, used, crying and mutilating. You left me hurting and yearning, left my insides burning. I'm sure I'm a thorn in you side.
So that's why I hide. Behind the exterior, the tough I-don't-need-you front, but I do. I want to love a Daddy, the man who raised me, give my kids a good granddad. But you'll never see them. You'll never know them, because how can  you know them… If you don't know me???